A Letter To My Daddy

November 01,2010, a day I don’t think I will ever forget. You, left me, to be in a better place. Crazy, how my mind never fully grasped the impact you had on my life. I find myself wondering what it would be like if you were still here. Funny, you never had to spank me but mention of your name invoked fear. A smile that would light up a room was the one you owned. The first man I ever loved and the last I thought would cause me to hurt so much. I have so many things I haven’t said and so many songs we haven’t danced to. I promise to always remember the things you taught us. You, were the glue, that held us together. Now, it seems that family is a word we have forgotten.

When I lost you I stopped being concerned with things and people who didn’t matter so much. I know that all things weren’t perfect but I wouldn’t trade what we had for perfection. I’m so glad God chose you to bring me here. Of course you and mom had help from K and V raising me :)! Lord knows I wouldn’t be the woman I am today without all of you. My team of super heroes! My mommies and daddies. I don’t cry as much as I used to but only because I know you would say, “Fix your face!” I miss your smile, your voice, your cooking, and your jokes lol. Yes, you had your flaws but your greatness outshined that. I could only wish that my future husband was half the man you were. By the way, I think that’s why I can’t find one lol! As grown as I thought I was, in your presence, I was still your little girl. I love you and miss you Daddy!

Love,
Tootie Rabbit

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